Anecdotes and Realizations

 Self-talk. Self-dabba as it is called using negative connotations.  What you think of yourself is more important that anything else. Every action, every project, every hour you spend is done to achieve a sense of contentment with yourself and who you are.  Kuch to log kahenge- Take Science Stream beta, but enjoy your job,  wear makeup when you go outside, don't overdo it,  don't waste so much time with friends, go outside also,  lose some weight, gain some weight, dress up a little, don't wear revealing clothes,etc. It's a never ending , contradictory, infuriating, depressing list of prerequisites for being a satisfactory person. It could be your loving parents, your toxic friends, your toxic parents or your loving friends, but no one's approval should be the determining factor for your happiness.  Felt super content with myself 3 years ago after polishing a full waffle                                                                                           Think

Have you ever met a person that looks like a horse wearing blinders? I don't mean their facial features, but how they interact with people. Not exactly the typical 'my way or the high way' personality but more of a 'there's a way other than mine??'.  This equine personality is unwilling or I imagine at one level incapable of the metaphorical putting on of another's shoes. As if this mahan vyakti has descended from the Grimm brother's Cinderella.  A pro at playing the victim, a connoisseur in antagonizing people and the master of ugly looks and cryptic words. They are the easiest to tick off, just walk in, ask them a simple question, and they take that personally .  How does one tackle this? From a person who has dealt with such intriguing personalities on several occassions, it is important to remember and accept the truth as you know it. The narrative created by them need not become what happened. And secondly, know that it is not about you at all. Some