dark warmth

 Every time I see a light

Passing by
Glittering in a park

Whenever the wind teases my hair
And sits giggling
From afar

Whenever I see the black sky
with a hidden moon


When I see the shadow trees
Dancing in a trance
The lights flicker to a guitar

It makes me feel whole
The way I do with you
We're dancing under the black sky
No one there, but you and I






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